iloveyou (:

Date : Tuesday, September 22
Time : 11:27 PM
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Today becos of my stupid mood n have changed alot of thing n make her very hurt n sad. i really sry but i know how much sry i say is hard to get her back. Today i know she cried alot i really wanted to go there n help her wipe off those tear n hug her but i know if i walk to there she will sure go other place. So i can only watch her from far i control my self nt to cry out using cigg to keep on smoke but i din know that i smoke that fast just 1 hours i smoked finish the whole pack by myself. i really dun wanted to lose her i missing her badly rite nw D; I really promise i will change i seriously really wan to have the last final chance to patch back wif you. without u i really dunno how i going to cont n live. I know u still loving me n i still loving you that y i dun wanted to end it like this. if we both still love each other pls give me a chance n give us both the last chance to go back together? Today onward Guy i know u all very care for me but thx no nid to intro me girl i know u all are wanted to help me to forget her but sry i have swear other than her i will nv accept or jio other girl anymore this will be the last n final relationship. all i wan was her. anyway thx guys. I will always be Theodora's cos my love for her will nv chance. I know nw she no longer mine but i reall wish i can have her back. She is the last girl n only girl i will love i will nv love any girl other than her cos i belong to her i have swear i will always tiongxin to her but i know i nt her stead le i really wish i can be again my love for her will nt end but will last forever. my wish nw is very easy i just wanted her to back by my side if this wish cant come true than i just wish that i can die early cos this life is aready meaningless to me. Today i whole day have nv eat my gastric is pain again but is good oso maybe someday i can die for gastric pain hope that i can die faster. even the case of mine nw i aready dun care today just gan them i think they coming to find me someday... but just come ba boys home , hostel , jail all this i aready dun care cos my life without her wat for cont this life. let me Die Faster This is my wish. God Pls let me Die. Can give me the last final chance? D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

The Love For u is just keep on grow
You know how much i love you
But u just dun wanted to give me a last chance
I know this relationship is seriously hard to save back le
So God Let me Die pls Let me die asap...

Can Forgive me n give me the last final chance?
I really dunno wat i can do i really lost
I really cannot affort to lose you pls i really wan you back... D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;