Today i very moody.. wake up 8 plus than saw my bro at home he nv go sku idk y dun wan care oso.. after that on9 use pps to watch movie cos i really nth to do. after that xiaosoul ask me out to slack wif yuting n shiming than i anything seen i so boring in the end 1.30 they say they end le so i cab down go thier sku n find them. wa that jibye driver make a big round lor knn last time take cab to there only 7 plus nw 10 plus knn -.-' nvm after that called soul fuck him he still at class playing poker -.-' after that saw shiming than go find them her friends call me help them buy cigg than anything lor i ownself oso wan buy than after that smoked waiting for soul to come than smoke smoke than smoke like 3 stick waiting at 2rd floor than soul come liao he tell u he forget ask yuting out but than nvm seen she oso busy than nvm lor. after that cab-ed 4 of us xiaosoul , shi ming , me , n shi ming friends(i forget wat name) than we cab to yilin sku than she was shy cos she say she very ugly that time lols but dun really care cos i moody. smoked alot after that went to dunno which block to smoke than 5 of us nth do smoke smoke smoke boring i smoked the most they 4 of them like couple than i alone at there i thinking of her i very moody slacked very long i was sitting there alone reading back all those msg we have msging each other reading very long my mind was thinking of her. even when shiming call me i dun even know they thought i was slping hais.. they dunno how much i missing her. I really just wanted to hold her hand n walk thought everything together all i wan was just her no matter wat. wat she wan i will give her wat she dun wan i will change for her somehow i have think across of this even she time me i wont mind just that she is still mine. i know i really stupid but u all dunno y i become like that. i really loving u badly everyday my mind is full of u. You are the one i loving the most n u are oso the one that making me crying the most. ♥你是我一生中最爱的人
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Taizi: LoL ok bro i will one. but than u dun keep go pool la n i bo cigg u must spare me liao hahas!
Vernice/.: Blur sotong ! :p
AmandaTan: Huh? wat u mean ar?
PHAVDY: Ya lor nice rite? hahas!
25 June 2009
Today 2 plus wake up cos ytd 6 plus than slp than today will be staying at home cos very boring nth to do will be using the comp for the whole day nth special lor. hais.. i missing her nw but wat can i do every relationship i think only will have happy moment but no future... i really love her alot but nth much i can do i really wanted to have u hais.. just give me a chance n i will prove it to u pls ): i think nth much le ma i go use comp le very boring oso nth to do.. i think i know wat later on oso use comp till 12 than watch tv till 3 than slp le that wat i doing everytime..
24 June 2009
Today wake up 12 than called soul ask where him than he at home play dota so later we going to era i call him go bath than i go bath too after that rain than we decieded to take cab to era so i cab to towner n he buy le cigg than we cab to era boring no people but cola there sian sia so go coffee shop n have some food cos i n soul hungry than after that back to era n have 1 round of dota fucking sia than xiang they came le than go down smoke smoke than after that we walk to east coast knn fucking hot lor than went to the coffee shop than xiaoace order chicken wing n sattay so after we ate we all go n have some fun but i keep smoke lols after that xiang du lan cos pigu dam long still havent come than after that something happen shall nt say.. than after that i saw jingci n her friends wif pigu so i act idk cos idk wat to say oso.. hais.. after that i walked to area C pit 18 dam far lor after that saw kenneth they all than ate the bbq slack chat dam boring very sian at there after that 11 plus ad they all go le than 12 plus we gtg oso cos kenneth mum come le than we take everything back to the car n kenneth mum bring us back than back home dam boring watch tv till dam long than 3 am xiaosoul call me lols chatting wif sinyee 1st than after that she hung xiaosoul called me again than ahsiao inside lol than i call ahsiao add samuel in we all talk cok in sia hahas! than alot war inside oso lols only samuel n i know wat happen hahas! we laugh like mad dam funny hahas! than after that talk until 6 am than my fone no batt so i go slp le that it...
23 June 2009
Today wake up 12 plus dam tired lor after that went to santosa cos they keep call me go bo bian bath than changed than go find them cab down to santosa $12 plus than wait at the station cos i fucking du lan called everyone n yet no one listen to my fone ! fuck -.-'' than after that at there smoke smoke than yuting ask where me so i call-ed her than i go vivo find her in the end she at beach sation liao kns -.-' make me buy 1 more waste $3 zz nvm after that meet her there saw her go n find other wif her than walk walk dam long than found them kns zz dam boring after that they all go bath than went back vivo than go mac n have dinner than ate aready than go out smoke smoke after smoke finish xiang they all go era than me n soul they all go back home a boring day -.-' so sian back home use comp watch tv till 3 than slp le...
22 June 2009
Today nth much to say lor a fucking sian de day wake up use comp till nite the whole day use comp dam boring de i missing her but does she know? hais.. nvm.. nth much to say use comp till 12 than watch tv till 3 am than slp le..
21 June 2009
Today was tired slp till 12 pm than wake up than after that wanted to go couisn house n play mai jong than so we all bath than cab to seng kang than me n my bro go my couisn house n play mai jong than dad n mum go shopping dun care them lols after that at couisn huse play mai jong dam funny lor alot joke hahas! than in the end i win $29 than my bro win $20 hahas! we played 10 plus than we cab-ed home i n my bro kup money lols reach home around $7 only hahas! cheap cheap la lols than after that reach home change than slp liao tireds..
20 June 2009
Today very boring xiaosoul call me n say go era than i say okay so i cab to towner n we buy cigg than he n gray com than we cab-ed to era boring de no people fucking sian after that reach there no people de we play-ed awhile of dota than hongyi call than i cab to east coast so from mac walk-ed to the tunnel n wait for hongyi so i at there smoking knn than after that throw cigg on floor than NEA people come knn i being fine for $300 jibye my mood fucking change !!! -.-' so after that hongyi come we go find huijun than they packed than we go park way to have dinner but all go 7-11 buy noodle lmao hahas! than we walked to bus stop n wait for bus n home sweet home ~
16 June 2009
Ytd wake up around 12 plus x.x than go perpare cos xiaosoul call me go era than after that 2 plus meet him downstair than we go find where can buy cigg he say my house downstair there can buy in the end cant -.-' knn him in the end we decided go towner buy in the cab down to towner than he buy 2 pack lmao next chill n ice mint (: lmao than cab to era boring no people zzz idk go for wat zz played 2 game of dota than smoke smoke slack slack boring la in the end we take bus 13 to geylang lor 29 slack again ! -.-' boring la wait for hongyi , reinie , yuting to come (: lmao quite funny la lmao than they say wat go lor 44 play pool knn boring la zz so walked there sian~ than they played i sit there watch cos nt feel like playing oso.. than played 4 match? i think so ;x than i bei ta han alone go out smoke smoke lmao than suddenly they came out liao lmao than walked back to 29 cos i hungry sia havent eat for the whole day zz than ate liao than wait awhile than cab home knn reach home help parents buy soft drink in the end lock me outside say y i so late go home zz knn 10+ call late fuck ur mother la zz knn let me wait outside for like 45 min till 1 hours knn ! but in the end i sit outside use my house internet to connect to my ifone n on9 msn n chat wif peope lmao ! hahas! than went in use fone chat chat than in the end i feel like nt feelin well ); than eat med than slp le that it. 17 june 2009
Today will be staying at home for the whole day boring la sian tmr maybe oso will stay at home hais.. ); friday idk i going out anot hais.. okay la that it for today , today is a boring day for me cya..
Hello ! somehow today i very guai i nv go out i stay at home the whole day only at nite go my uncle house nth much for today is just very moody i still cant let her go i still loving her that much D: somehow that is wat i regreted for so long i still loving u but yet we cant be together everyday thinking of u but u dun even know i missing u badly but nth i can do. but if u are happy everyday i happy for u i think i dun wan say much cos no point saying when there isnt any chance for u to back to me anymore that is my biggest regret hais.. nvm i shall end here. everyday my tears is dropping for u D:I really tearsure all those happy moment.
is short but that is the most happy time i ever have...
Goodbye love...
11 June 2009
Ytd morning wake up 10 plus than on9 play 1 round dota after that amanda call me go boonlay give her cigg ok lor than go give her after that 2 pm meet her than go slack slack hehes keep desiao her ^^ Hahas! after that soul call me go find him n meet some of his friends at boon lay so i go lor cab down boring sia after that mayuko they all there wa aisei fierce sia all pai kia i scare ); lmao after that smoke smoke slack slack than awhile gtg liao than going sangon so all rush down lmao go geylang 29 wait for my friends i n xiaosoul sian diao sia so long ! lmao after that hongyi come than we wait for my friends until 8 plus we bei ta han than we call her ownself go lmao than we walk to sangon after that smoked there again sian sia. after that hongyi wan eat than we wait for him to eat than alvin came lol funny guy ar hahas! after that alvin go in pub eat ps us -.-' than we wait for my friends to come. after that they cab down lmao i forget wat is her name lmao ! shh dun tell her hahas! after that she come we go pub woo waited for so long as last -.-' after that drink alot sia i think i ta 2 jar sia knn all say ta nv ta i alone ta wtf ! make me drunk ! dam funny sia i drunk all disiao me ! -.-' after that i saw hong yi n my that girl de friends n him together woo i think they go walk walk sio hahas! after that my friends say i psk ): sob bo bian i too seh liao cab back than after that cab home back home vomit -.-' dad know it kpkb nt the 1st time sian dun care lmao than i seh go slp liao hahas!
12 June 2009
Today wake up 12 plus after that use comp they call me go outing than okay ba i go cab down buy cigg than cab to tiong than go mac find xiang n x.soul n yuxuan.. i think this is her name ba? after that smoke smoke than go take mrt hais.. so boring ar.. after that go jurong find them sian sian after that amanda call me ask where is us lmao go long john find them than saw reinie they all after that they go smoke xiang n xiaosoul wait for me to eat than after that eat finish we go safar find them boring after that play lan than hongyi come than i go mrt fetch him than amanda call me i go give her cigg than i n hongyi walk to safar sian smoked than go in play lan 2 v 2 dota after playing for quite long than suddenly xiang dc sway than we sian liao all leave boring sia after that all go car park smoke than sian lor than after that walk to the mrt boring i n xiang take mrt xiang wan go bedok n i go queentown change bus going to find my parents n go eat sakura boring eat eat msg msg than after that cab back home msn chat chat than 4 lpus slp that all...
Ytd Nite after we break off i seriously cried i really putting alot i try to give her all i can give even freedom i give her but yet this is wat i get back isit that hard to find a relationship to last long? hais.. ytd nite after we break off i seriously break down idk wat to do i really lost i called a friends to go down n pei me drink he say okay after that we buy like 12 cans of beer 6 bot of voka? i think so ba hais.. i think i drink the most but he pay for it so sry after that we bought it we at the playground there n drink n talk alot somehow he just drink like 2 voka 3 cans of beer he gtg liao -.-' than leave 4 voka n 9 cans of beers wif me nvm so i just drink it. i was really alone that time was like 2 or 3 am alone drinking i think i very seh that time when morning wake up i was like slping at the playground there 1st time slping at playground hahas! this is my life seh for the day like no life. anyway ytd sry guy i know alot people ytd gt ta ji yet i cant go cos of my mood seriously sry from nw on gt ta ji i will be the 1st to chiong cos i think life is like that i seriously wanted to feel like dieing nw cos my life is so meaning less nw. i really dunno wat to do i seriously think that i just like a fool y from the start u wanted to accept me n give me a fake hope n fake chance? i putting all my love to u but yet this is wat i get back? u say u giving me ur 1st kiss but somehow seriously i dun believe cos nw is u make me dun trust u so u cant blame me. seriously if u giving me ur 1st kiss y u wanted to leave me? wat i have done? just 2 day of it make u change that much? u dun tell me becos of ur sku work n u no time meet than u wan break that really was a joke just tell me wat wrong? nvm i know wat i say nw is pointless. thx for giving that day a happiness day all i can say iloveyou but i know u dun anymore. tc somehow every relationship is like that someone will put the most love in it one of them just dunno how to trearsure.TakeCare somehow i just a fool or even a dumbass .
Today is another boring day somehow i waiting but nvm is okay i know it one. This few day something really bother-ing me but i dun dare to say out hais.. i have my up my mind so just be it ba nth much to say everyday morning if i saw something that will change my mood but somehow today my mood sure will be very down so nvm just leave me alone if u all say y i keep emo is cos there is nth to cheer me up everyday alone at home everyday looking at the wall everyday alone at a 4 side of wall i really feelin lonely but nvm that my fate? so just face the fate ba. eMo is wat u make me to do. so just be it this few day i think alot but the more i think my tear is like dropping? why? why? why?!! nvm just keep everything inside my heart that the best hurtful n painful feelin is wat i having nw no one will know i have make up my mind. anyway thx qinhui for cheer me up but sry i cant n all those u telling me i think i cant do that oso becos is nt the 1st time sry.. tc guy will be alone for this week n next week ba? or maybe for this whole holiday hais.. life is so meanless. tc somehow sry xiaosoul just nw i know u wanted out wif me but my stead cant so i nv meet u i oso wish that i can meet her hais.. but nvm is okay my baby is happy i will be happy for her ('; Anyway hongyi sry ur that ta ji i cant go seriously i very moody but my dad back i cant out sry..I wont disturb you anymore.
Just let fate to deciede , i really tired.
Baby i sry i know it le no matter wat i wont leave u my heart will forever be wif u n whenever u go ): if u really nid to go taiwan all i can say is tc of urself at there ): somehow i will at sg n i promise u will always be my baby no one will replace u. baby nw i seriously crying for it i really scare of losing u but if seriously that u nid to go i have nth to say i will only say i will always love no one will replace u from my heart baby no matter wat i wont leave u that my promise if anything happen to u i seriously oso cant live le ); baby all i wan was just u ); No matter how we change but i seriously hope that ur love for me will stay strong to me n nv change i seriously cant affort to lose u ); baby no matter wat have we become i will only say i will forever lor you remember our promise? when we grow up we will marry to each other? ('; Baby i know u very busy in the holiday but somehow i wont mind seriously i gt alot of time i wont mind go all the way to find my baby so baby no matter how busy u are just for 1 min or even 30 sec or it just saw u n giving u a hug everyday that i enuff somehow we cant meet each other everyday but just 1 or 2 min or it is enuff i know i somehow abit lame? but seriously just one hug for u everyday is enuff i just wan ur love for to me stay strong no matter wat even if we break off i promise my heart n love will always be wif u no matter wat problem it is u will always be my baby no one will replace u. u will always be my baby no matter wat ):
Baby idk u will be going anot but somehow i wish u nv go D:
Baby from the start i swear that no one will replace u from my heart
U will forever be my Baby no matter wat (':
Actually i waiting for today to come but somehow something changed it i wont say more. Today wake up the 1st thing i see is my fone but no msg so i think baby is still slping so i nv ask much seriously i missing baby alot but wat can i do my heart is very painful nw idk y somehow i scare that her feelin will fade away someday but nth i can do so nw i have say i wont ask for meet anymore when she free than she jio me out ba cos i know how much i ask she wont be free so just be it ba. her feelin will fade away anot i cant control it let just let god to decide it ba. I giving her all the freedom but somehow i think i the one that suffer for missing her but nvm if she is happy i happy le. Anyway this few day alot ta ji but i nv told her i think is somehow she too busy i dun even have the time to tell her but nvm.. sry i have to end here idk y tears dropping.. just let me to be alone ba i think that will be better for me.. somehow i think i shall MIA sry guy i will post when i feel like.. tc all n tc baby..Somehow there is nth we can do becos we cant control it
All i can say was just let god to decide it tc D:
Hello readers ! just back home today quite boring oso quite fun. boring is cos baby is nt wif me ): fun is hongyi tell me go geylang so i cab down buy cigg than go lor 29 slack afte that hongyi come hui jun oso can than slack lor smoke smoke drink drink after that hongyi bro at lan so went to lan n find them they go play pool so sian nth to do i watch nia after that finish played than go play lan so sian -.- after that finish playing back to lor 29 n have dinner. slack smoked than after that hongyi back home than i slack there awhile than bus-ed back oso after that call xyz bro for something than chat alot for 2 hours sia from 10 sit until 12 i still dunno lmao ! ok la i go msg my baby le i miss her alot ); 2 day nv saw her is like 2 year nv saw her ); hais... okay la i shall end here cya...Baby i missing you badly );
