iloveyou (:

Date : Tuesday, September 29
Time : 10:52 PM
Title :

This few day slacked at 126 no life sia -.-'
Boring life. The past is hurting me
All i can say was idk why i n her become like this but i can say was is her choice.
This few day talk wif baby on fone she amost vomit blood lols !
she say wat i shoot back lols dam funny hahas!
but is good that she nw no more crying liao (:
Baby i will always be there for u (L) (:

54936 (L)

Date : Sunday, September 27
Time : 3:06 PM
Title :

Today nth much la Wait Crybaby wake up text me she lanzhu la hahas!
After that use comp than CryBaby on9 chat till nw.
She nw dunno go where le suddenly mia nv tell me jiu suddenly mia -.-'
Okay la today stay at home be guai kia. (:

Tag Replied

Pass: Sry i cant be cheer up.
Passerbyee: Nvm is aready over... plus who are u? o.o
PHAVDY: cannot smile like u lor if smile like u i become siaotabo liao u this siaozhabo (:
Vickaye, (L): me will try..
Maddie: U may think i good but she dun think so..
"} Liwenn:: Orh okay.
KaiLing: Orh okay...
Xiaoxuan: She nt my girlfriends. i put her photo i gt ask her b4.
Cee: Okay thx.
Yuting: Sister <3
passerby2: She nt. Theodora form siglap sec why le? anyway who u?

Date : Saturday, September 26
Time : 12:39 PM
Title :

Just Back from shihao chalet at the chalet saw guanhao they all at other chalet
Go there find them slack slack awhile back to shihao chalet oso.
I abit regret go the chalet cos of some reason
Nvm after that ton than ride bike to mac saw xiaofel n xiaodrea so fierce ! lols!
after that buy mac liao than go back eat than we go ride bike around 4am plus back chalet
slp till 7 plus sit at outside till 8 plus than i go le cos some reason oso.

CryBaby Stay Strong must be like me hahas!
I will always be there for u dun keep cry !
Cheer up (L)

Date : Wednesday, September 23
Time : 9:09 AM
Title :

Today is the 2rd day she leave me...
I missing her badly nw ytd nite i din slp i was at downstair wif one of my friends
used 1 hours plus of it my friends say i was amost going to fall down from 20 floor
he say lucky he hold me. but i tell him hold me for fuck let me die la
than he tell me relax
than we go Smoke n drink , i din even know he bought 40plus cans of beers
but cigg i smoked 3 pack maybe i can die faster. beers i was like drink 30 cans plus
my friends say i was very seh keep callin her name..
than he called one of my gan come i dun wan say is who..
she come n slaped me say why i have to become like this
i told her this " you have nv love anyone that deep b4 u will nv know how hurt it is inside my heart"
she say y everytime i have to take relationship so seriously. i tell her this " Becos when i jio someone i only wanted to last forever to that girl n tiongxin to her"
After that they both sent me home...
All i can say was thx to them but if Loving her is wrong i dun wanted to be correct anymore..
They say maybe we still can be friends but i dun even know how i can face her by friends i have alot of thing wanted to told her.
I really dun wanted to be her friends i just wanted to get back like how we are like the past happy n cont the relationship i really miss those days.. i was looking back at those msg we msg but i everytime i read it i cannot conrol my tear to drop.. i really cant face the fact that u are no longer mine.. i really wanted to get u back but can u accept me back again? just reply my msg can u i really have alot thing wanted to talk to u i dun wanted to cry for the whole n gain nth i just wan you back that all... D;
My gastric is very painful nw maybe is cos of smoking n those beers but nvm is okay i really cant stand those heart pain again my heart really hurt. i really feel like i can take a knife n dig out my heart n stop those hurt. this relationship i know is hard to save it le.. so i think the only thing i can do was let me die asap maybe i think this wish can come true. just nw go see the doctor he say cut down smoke n drink cos maybe i going to have another opration.. i told him no nid just let me die. he called my mum n my mum scolded me but nvm i use to it just let me die u nag nw u nag ba other time i scare u have no chance to nag anymore...

Theodora : I know nth i can do nw , u will nv accept my patch anymore.
Can prove me wrong ? n give me the final last chance?
I know i hurt u very badly but i really wanted to have the last chance the final last chance
My love for u is still staying strong but ur i know is still abit for me can give me the final last chance n gain ur love back? I really wanted to help u wear back the necklace i really wanted to call u baby again can let me have this final last chance to have a patch back if serious cant idk wat i can do le all i can do was i have regreted to say those word if i can go back to the past again i wont say those word anymore. i promise i will change i know u like to have freedom i know this few days i give u very less freedom but just give me the final last chance can? pls? D; I really wanted to say iloveyou n imissingyou badly...

Date : Tuesday, September 22
Time : 11:27 PM
Title :

Today becos of my stupid mood n have changed alot of thing n make her very hurt n sad. i really sry but i know how much sry i say is hard to get her back. Today i know she cried alot i really wanted to go there n help her wipe off those tear n hug her but i know if i walk to there she will sure go other place. So i can only watch her from far i control my self nt to cry out using cigg to keep on smoke but i din know that i smoke that fast just 1 hours i smoked finish the whole pack by myself. i really dun wanted to lose her i missing her badly rite nw D; I really promise i will change i seriously really wan to have the last final chance to patch back wif you. without u i really dunno how i going to cont n live. I know u still loving me n i still loving you that y i dun wanted to end it like this. if we both still love each other pls give me a chance n give us both the last chance to go back together? Today onward Guy i know u all very care for me but thx no nid to intro me girl i know u all are wanted to help me to forget her but sry i have swear other than her i will nv accept or jio other girl anymore this will be the last n final relationship. all i wan was her. anyway thx guys. I will always be Theodora's cos my love for her will nv chance. I know nw she no longer mine but i reall wish i can have her back. She is the last girl n only girl i will love i will nv love any girl other than her cos i belong to her i have swear i will always tiongxin to her but i know i nt her stead le i really wish i can be again my love for her will nt end but will last forever. my wish nw is very easy i just wanted her to back by my side if this wish cant come true than i just wish that i can die early cos this life is aready meaningless to me. Today i whole day have nv eat my gastric is pain again but is good oso maybe someday i can die for gastric pain hope that i can die faster. even the case of mine nw i aready dun care today just gan them i think they coming to find me someday... but just come ba boys home , hostel , jail all this i aready dun care cos my life without her wat for cont this life. let me Die Faster This is my wish. God Pls let me Die. Can give me the last final chance? D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

The Love For u is just keep on grow
You know how much i love you
But u just dun wanted to give me a last chance
I know this relationship is seriously hard to save back le
So God Let me Die pls Let me die asap...

Can Forgive me n give me the last final chance?
I really dunno wat i can do i really lost
I really cannot affort to lose you pls i really wan you back... D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

Date :
Time : 9:43 AM
Title :

22 September 2oo9

Today very boring in the morning , but later i going out n find baby <:
Maybe will slack slack awhile ba.
This few days becos of some quarrel make us drift but i promise i wont do it again.
And i will nv make us drift again i promise this relationship i will last till the end of my life.
Baby i really wanted to have the old you back i really wish we still can like the past.
I will try my best to get u back LoveDieYou !!
This relationship will nv end unless i dead..
This is the promise of mine !

Date : Saturday, September 19
Time : 8:41 AM
Title :

19 September 2oo9 8.32

Ytd nite i cant really slp i holding my fone waiting for her to msg me i wait till 6plus but end up i fall aslp i wake up at 8.14 but she still nv msg me , i really scare D; i have nv scare of anything b4 but this time me really very scare. I have nv love any girl so deeply like her , she was the one that make me wan to tiongxin to her forever but the more i wan tiongxin to her the more i scare she will leave me. This relationship i aready promise no matter wat i wont leave her... this is wat i swear if i break this promise when i across the road i will being bang by car... Me really dun wanted to lose her...

LoveHerOnly<3
She is the one that me have nv love that deeply b4 <3

Date : Friday, September 18
Time : 8:56 AM
Title :

18 September 2oo9

Today is a day that i really nid luck. Later i going bedok hq hope nth will happen. but seriously i have do nth wrong so i dun have anything to be scared. This few days baby mood is nt really good so do i. after this case i think i will pei baby more longer nw wat is more important to me was baby. No one can replace her LoveDieYou baby<3

Hope everything will be fine...

18 September 2oo9 23.50

I nv go hq today cos of the officer. Today meet go baby sku there find baby after that rain so we cab to 126 play daidee n 21 than the rain more heavy than after that we change table than until 3 plus baby wan go home le so cab n sent baby home than cab home le.

I know i have say something make u very unhappy...
I know u are very moody cos alot of thing...
I promise i wont say those thing again
Baby I promise i wont make u unhappy anymore i swear !

- If nt i cross road i will being bang by car
- If nt i walking half way struck by lighting
- If nt eat fish until fish bone stuck on troat

Date : Thursday, September 17
Time : 11:03 AM
Title :

16 September 2oo9

Today go sku 12 zao liao go home change than go find baby. slacked wif baby n baby friends baby is kind of angry me i know all is my fault D; i really sry becos of my case is making me no mood i'm sry D; after that sent baby home than i cab home oso le. This few days i trying to act strong , i trying to smile but i cant all the smile i give is fake smile. Becos i dun wan baby to worry.. hais.. Hope tmr nth will happen.. D;

Baby No matter wat i wont leave you
After this case i promise i will only out wif u if nt i will stay at home <3
LoveDieYou<3

Date : Sunday, September 13
Time : 8:12 PM
Title :

13 September 2oo9

Today 1st month wif Baby! (: Love Baby Lot Lot ! nw only using comp n msging baby (: baby today is our 1st month i promise i wont leave u , i will nv end this relationship my love for you will nv change u will always be the 1st place inside my heart no will can replace u <3

Happy One Month Anniversary ! <3
Baby LoveDieYou<3

Date : Sunday, September 6
Time : 3:57 PM
Title :

6 September 2oo9

Today nth to do stay at home for the whole day i missing my baby rite nw but idk wat she doing nw she nv reply my msg D; Baby u are my last romance. No matter wat i will nv leave you. baby i will be wif u till we grow old LoveDieYou. Baby must stay happy everyday (: Tmr can meet baby <: happy happy !

Date : Tuesday, September 1
Time : 8:57 PM
Title :

1 September 2oo9

Today nth much i cannot go out cos of that teacher fault nbcb. so pei baby chat on fone n msg baby that all i can do D; nth much today stay home that all.

31 August 2oo9

Today pon sku after teacher call spoil all my mood mother fucker ccb lj bin. after that go meet Baby , baby end at 10plus (: slack slack wif baby n her friends after that baby say wan go find sara okay lor pei her go (: after that she keep on fone lols nvm than we at there i think less than 10 min? lols baby say wan go meet her friends le so cab there than sent baby there than i cab home le cos of that fucking teacher make me nid go home early after than back home use comp till dad back call me in the room he nag nag nag nag nag.... From today onward me have fucking less freedom why all becos of that fucker teacher fault nbcb.