5 July 2009
Today wake up msging.. after that change than cab to buy cigg than cab to kallang mrt waiting for kimyo to come than go find kirstin cos she sick after that after that pei her but than she slp so i n kimyo slacked there talk than go out smoke smoke than back agan than kristin still slping so i n kimyo chat again nth much after that i sent kimyo home take mrt is dam long forget it no mood to say oso take bus reached than go playground slack n smoke after that sent her home than i cab back home i very moody nw dun ask me y all i can say is i hate my fucking life if i have the choice i hope when i was just birth my mum will kill me n end my life so i can end my life just like that better than i have to face the fact of it i really dun wanted this kind of life. life is meaning less finding someone i love is hard but when i found it , i try all my best to get it n prove it but yet all i will get is heartbreak. sry somehow my tears are droping down i swear my this life time i have nv love someone that deeply but yet nvm this is my life this is my fate i have to face the fact. all i can say was i hate my life y when i was a baby n kill me better than make me suffer nw. Nvm i just that weak n i just that useless no nid bother me. in this world gt me anot is nt that important i just a useless guy i weak n more i should't born to this world or even i should't have to come to this world. Nth can cheer me up nw i hate my life. anyone is that kind that can take a knife n stab it into my heart n dig it out n let her see how much i love her.... i maybe will be keep on post this few day cos dun think will be going sku or watever see how ba or maybe i will be mia for the time being see how oso ba i hate my life that all i can say was someone pls stab me i beg u all take a knife n stab it into my heart n dig it out n let her see how much i love her... tc guy..
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