Ytd Nite after we break off i seriously cried i really putting alot i try to give her all i can give even freedom i give her but yet this is wat i get back isit that hard to find a relationship to last long? hais.. ytd nite after we break off i seriously break down idk wat to do i really lost i called a friends to go down n pei me drink he say okay after that we buy like 12 cans of beer 6 bot of voka? i think so ba hais.. i think i drink the most but he pay for it so sry after that we bought it we at the playground there n drink n talk alot somehow he just drink like 2 voka 3 cans of beer he gtg liao -.-' than leave 4 voka n 9 cans of beers wif me nvm so i just drink it. i was really alone that time was like 2 or 3 am alone drinking i think i very seh that time when morning wake up i was like slping at the playground there 1st time slping at playground hahas! this is my life seh for the day like no life. anyway ytd sry guy i know alot people ytd gt ta ji yet i cant go cos of my mood seriously sry from nw on gt ta ji i will be the 1st to chiong cos i think life is like that i seriously wanted to feel like dieing nw cos my life is so meaning less nw. i really dunno wat to do i seriously think that i just like a fool y from the start u wanted to accept me n give me a fake hope n fake chance? i putting all my love to u but yet this is wat i get back? u say u giving me ur 1st kiss but somehow seriously i dun believe cos nw is u make me dun trust u so u cant blame me. seriously if u giving me ur 1st kiss y u wanted to leave me? wat i have done? just 2 day of it make u change that much? u dun tell me becos of ur sku work n u no time meet than u wan break that really was a joke just tell me wat wrong? nvm i know wat i say nw is pointless. thx for giving that day a happiness day all i can say iloveyou but i know u dun anymore. tc somehow every relationship is like that someone will put the most love in it one of them just dunno how to trearsure.TakeCare somehow i just a fool or even a dumbass .