Today i know all about it somehow ya is my fault but i really dunno y i have no match wif a butch i really fuck up somehow u really hurting me alot i know i hurt u too but i just wanted to say sry but is too late. nw everything is over but i still loving u just nw on the msn i seriously cried u dun even know. seen we aready become like this i have nth to say i promise i wont disturb u but i will always be wif u somehow i really regret but wat i regret nw u wont be back i can just say something i will always be staying single for you , u know anot is nt a matter nw cos u wont be back n i dun wanted to be ur friends n u know oso wat i have done i really regret but y there is no more turning back hais.. forget it somehow i crying nw nvm is fine wif her from the day she told me dun chup i doing for her but nw sry i will chup back even if that butch wan find me ta ji just come she bei song lai only ya i bei gan i know u can just try me u just making me fuck up but i really regret of wat i doing nvm somehow even if we saw each other nw i think i will just treat we dun know each other. tc just nw if u told me u like other guy i have nth to say but u telling me u like a butch i really fuck up nvm waiting anot is my choice ya it hurt ur feelin wont be back but wat can i do i can only just wait , wait for a pointless n a useless hope i have nv thought of i n u can be together i just wanted to be at ur side i missing u everyday i know i shouldt ask for hug but u dunno how much i miss u that y i ask for hug n i really wanted to hug u tie but nw is just a dream to me somehow i can only dream u inside no more chance anymore i really dunno wat i can do nw i seriously lost i really feel like just jump down nw from the window.. i really dun feel like living anymore..