iloveyou (:

Date : Tuesday, May 12
Time : 10:13 PM
Title :

Today go sku very early end wanted to find her but she gt interview n going wif her friends somehow i shall give her freedom but seriously missing her but nth i can do hais.. today whole day rot at home no mood today i really very scare that she will leave me hais... currently this few day i like to think alot shall i mia for the time being to give her more freedom hais... idk i really wanted to trust u n everything u say but all those thing i hear i really dunno wat to do but my love for you will nv change. i really wanted to give u freedom but the more freedom i give the more scare i am. hais.. everyday hope that u will ask me out but somehow i think u out wif ur friends is more happy n hyper than going out wif me. hais.. i really think alot today seriously isit just a dream that the day u tell me all those or i still in the dream n havent wake up hais... missing you badly ytd just a look at you but nt even 1 min is enuff for me but nw hais.. idk when i still can saw u i missing you badly somehow i wish i can quit sku n everyday see u from far hais.. i really dunno wat postion am i in ur heart nw i really dunno i really dun wanted to lose you hais.. somehow looking forward to meet you tmr but watever i ask for meet its seen like i really disturb you. Hais.. tmr no mood to go sku actually is plan to pon n meet her but hais.. i can feel that she dun wan so i think i shall nt ask to meet anymore if we really going to drift i have nth to say just let fate to decide it ba if this really my life i will face the fact of it. No mood to blog anymore sry...