iloveyou (:

Date : Saturday, May 16
Time : 9:57 AM
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Hais.. ytd i cant slp i was lying on sofa at 11plus to 4 am hais... idk i can lying down n think so long hais.. ytd nite tear keep on dropping i cant control it i have think alot ytd somehow i think alot idk i should or not give up n suffer all those hurt myself i really dun wanted to see her stress up i just wanted her to be happy hais.. i know nwaday she is keeping a distance away from me that was wat i think n somehow i know all those happy moment wont be back anymore but y we cant meet up more? even ur sister u can spent more than 1 hour one week but y cant i? D; this week we just meet up less than one hours why? why we become like this hais.. somehow idk y u are the one that i can cried everyday hais.. i really dun wanted to see u stress up but somehow idk wat should i do hais.. today i really wanted to meet u up n i promise i wont ask for anything but y isit so hard i seriously dunno wat i can do. but i seriously wanted to know do u still love me ? n is ur feelin is still wif me? hais.. i know wat u will say idk... hais.. even today i just wanted to meet up wif you but i know i wont one so i just hope can meet up but by ur idk i know we cant meet up. that y i say i wont disturb u but u dunno how i feel when i cant meet up wif you hais... idk am i giving u too much freedom? i really dunno y even friends can meet up more than 1 hour but y we cant? even one day of meeting oso cant u promise u will meet up 2 to 3 day per week but nw hais.. this week i pon alot of sku i just wanted to meet her up n spent more time wif her but end up pon 4 day of sku n this week we only meet up total of nt more than 1 hours hais.. y we become like this i really just wanted to back like the past i know nw it wont happen anymore all i can say is from the day i asked you for stead when u say u will accept i was very hyper n happy but when u was going up to home u say u nided to wait for ur kor to out my mind was like wat if ur feelin faded away n wat if we drift n u told me this mark ur word u say u will accept mean u will but wat about nw? i really dunno nw u told me dun put too much hope n too much in it i seriously lost n idk wat to do tear are dropping everyday. somehow do u know how much i love you D: hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you but if giving up can make u less stress i will try to do it hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you if u are gone i seriously dunno wat to do hais.. should i mia to give u more freedom i really dunno somehow all those word u told me is keeping deeply inside my heart but will it happen? hais.. somehow we are from stranger to friends to stead? to nw the gan or friends.. why? why we become like this i really just wanted to be ur why cant i hais.. i think i shall end here tear dropping D;

I just back home from era slacked at there smoking amost every min cos i waiting for her msg but somehow i try to think her fone no money but when i call the phone still can call but why? why u nv reply me? D; are u still angry wif me? or are you avoiding me? D; i really dun wan us to end up like that D: pls i really cant affort to lose you D; if somehow you really leave me i think no point of living in this world nw i really nid to slash nw i no mood to post nw if you really wanted to avoid me i have nth i can do nw if really that case i think i have to mia for the time being sry if my mia is the best for you i doing for the sake for you i will still wait for you but somehow i know ur feelin will be fade but being wif u anot is nt a matter nw i just wanted you to be happy sry i will oso be there for you i doing it is nt becos i dun love you is becos i loving you too much i giving u all the freedom nw n i dun wanted to see u crying n sad again tc my love for you will be keep on growing but nt fadeing tc i really love you.