iloveyou (:

Date : Friday, May 15
Time : 6:21 PM
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Hais.. today i try my best to be smile but i know that a fake smile i trying my really best but i still cant do it... this few day i pon alot sku cos i waiting for today to meet her i totally no mood to go sku i really just nid her but somehow today i thought i can spent the day wif her but end up we meet at bugis but somehow my mood change i really sry i really dun wanted to end up like that i sry.. okay ba i wont ask for anything if u really dun wan i oso wont ask for it le D: i really just wanted to back like the past i really cant leave without you ya somehow today i was du lan but hais.. i try my real best but i still cant i really just wanted to back to the past that we are happly together i trying my best to back like the past but it seen like we really cant hais.. the day i asked you for stead u say u will accept but nided to wait for ur kor to out i can understand that y i waiting day by day ya i scare of waiting le cos of the past but i trying my best nw hais.. wat can i do i really cant leave without you if u really leave me i think just a stab into my heart it will be better for me cos i think die is the best way to end all this hais.. i really dun wanted to end up like this hais.. today when u say u gtg i really wanted to ask weather can i follow u anot but somehow i think i shall give u freedom but idk y we end up like this hais.. when she gone i sitting on bugis mrt staircase n tear dropping there alot people looking but somehow i dun give a dam on them.. hais.. on that time i seriously feelin alone i really wish that i can be wif u i know wat i ask i think is too much hais.. but y the past we can but nw we end up like this? hais.. i really feelin lost hais.. i think i shall Mia for the time being 32 day more n i still waiting for you i really just wanted to be wif you from the day i asked for stead i aready swear my heart will always tiongxim to you but nw is just u wanted to give me the chance anot hais.. y everytime i see so many couple can be happy together y cant i like them isit this really my life n i should face the fact? hais.. somehow my brother friends at my home nw but my tears still droping hais.. idk wat to do hais.. i think i shall end here n later maybe i will edit some ba hais.. i have no mood nw tmr i just wanted to see her n i promise i wont ask for anything le i just wan you by my side wif me that all.. 8 may is the day that i cant have it back again D:

Hais.. nw is 9.45pm i still missing her badly i really wanted to hug her tie nw i really dun wanted her to leave me D; i really cant affort to lose her D; if she gone i really dunno wat i can do hais.. idk y everytime blog my tear will drop D; tmr i really wish to meet she but somehow idk should i ask anot cos i really wanted to give her freedom D; hais.. but somehow i know if i nv ask we will have long time cant meet D; hais.. wat should i do hais.. somehow the day i ask for stead i aready swear that i will love her more than anyone do but y are we keep on like this i really stress up n fuck up i really hate myself D; i really wanted to back like wat we are like the past i really miss it if just 1 more chance of it i will still wanted to back to the past like how we are hais.. somehow i know is hard or wont come true hais.. nw i really scare that she will leave me i trying my best to give her everything but somehow i really wish we can be together hais.. when the day friday i ask wat u going to say about i n u , u told me to tell other time we stead but somehow y nw it change to friends n gan? n y wanted to take down that pm? isit ur feelin for me is gone? i really dunno hais.. i really heart break when i hear n saw all those somehow we are drifting that y i wanted to meet u up more n try to hold on ur feelin but hais.. idk wat to say D; tearing dropping... i really cant affort to lose you D; hais.. i have to end here i go wash up hais.. D;