iloveyou (:

Date : Wednesday, May 13
Time : 9:02 PM
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Hais.. seriously i think last friday is the happy day of my life but somehow i think was just a dream on it hais.. y everytime i posting the blog my tear sure going to drop hais.. somehow i really which that i can go back to the day on friday n the time can stop going so i can have all the time wif you hais.. i know it wont i was just daydreaming from the start we are just stranger to friend to gan to nw de wat? i really dunno seriously i dun mind waiting even 1 year or 2 year is okay wif me but i really nid ur love for me to stay strong hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you ); i just have one wish nw is just being wif her forever this is wat i wan n nv shall nt be change. This few day i pon sku becos i just wanted to see her even if is just 1 sec of it seriously missing her alot but nth i can do oso i shall really let her to have wat she wan. I really hope she can solve all those things faster but i know it wont be that easy even for just this few week i know somehow some day her feelin for me will be fade or aready fade i really dunno but somehow if really fade i wont give up. i will still be waiting for you but somehow idk i really dunno for me isit loving someone i like is that hard. i have wait for someone b4 but end up i have 3 time of broken promise will thing back like that same time? pls i really hope u can prove me wrong hais.. tear really still cant stop dropping i think i shall end here i wash up all the tear tc guy seriously no mood maybe i will be mia idk i really lost hais..

Today pon sku again everyday hope she will ask me out but hais.. nvm is okay somehow i feelin sad but nth i can do oso.. so today pon sku wake up mum say dad saw the hsa letter but lucky dad nt at home but nite time sure tio gan but nvm dun even care oso nw i only care for her hais.. this few day pon i really hope she will ask me for meet but i wrong hais.. nvm i dun wan her stress up oso but i going to treasure friday cos i can meet her but idk y my mood still swing hais.. i think we cant meet up like last time i think friday i will be very dao n emo le hais.. idk y hais.. i really cant cheer up i really wish time can stop at friday that time i really very happy at that moment. idk will be back to that moment again or u willl fade away hais.. i really cant affort to lose you ); hais.. today use comp , use until keep anyhow thing hais.. my mood keep on cant be happy after that cab to boon keng buy cigg than walk to whampoa i thought she was there so i just wanted to see her from far but too bad that she left early hais.. so when to find xiaosoul n go slack talk alot smoke alot after that boring than back home hais.. chatting wif her awhile than dad back home going to tio kan later hais.. cos of hsa sian.. i really cant live without if u are gone i think there nth really i can do as well just end my life hais.. Good Nite i know u slping nw... just like i say i will wait just like my blog song hais.. tc i really wanted that we can just like the past D: